Hey everyone!
Thanks for reading my blog and wholarlmor I hope your son has the best birthday ever! A picnic or pizza and maybe some running around and some cake is instant success. So one month minus 2 days until I'm the big One- Eight, pretty exctiting. My life has been kind of crazy sincer March is pretty much pre-determined to be the most stressful month of school, but the weather is changing and I have a good feeling about spring. And with spring comes Prom, which is another thing that I'm a little nervous about socially wise, but I'm really looking forward to dressing up and having the general experience of. My grandmother even said that she'll take me prom dress shopping! I'm trying to go vintage. Of course, in my perfect world, a group of girls would have excitedly started plotting and planning about eating out, going together etc. or I'd have a date. I know that not that many teens "date" in the present, but for a long time I've thought it would be cool, just to have the experience. In case you're wondering, I would look for someone not with PDD or an autism spectrum disorder, but someone who's just really caring, maybe raised with a slightly alternative, open lifestyle. I have an image in my head of the ideal date with dinner or lunch, maybe a movie night, walk around town, go on an impromptu road trip and take pictures of stuff, all ending with a good night kiss. Hahaha. Well, I've given up on dates and most guys that I know of are pretty uninteresting or annoying, so I'll wait, but it's still nice to dream. . .
Let's see what the future holds
Oh and speaking of which, I've gotten into several colleges! Yay me!
Monday, March 21, 2011
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Thanks to all of you who have read my blog so far! I'm glad for your interest and your questions.
There's only a month and a few days until I'm 18. I'm really anticipating it, but I'm also really nervous. The idea of adulthood is dautning, but more immediatley, so is my party. I really feel like a party is a good opportunity to practice social skills,, but it is also hard. I'm afraid that not many people will come or purposefully search for excuses not to. I want to enjoy this last bit of high school that I have, but it's hard. Siometimes I like to think back on the really epic birthday parties that I had when I was little from turning age 3 to age 9 were great themes and great fun. Things seemed so much easier and so much more people seemed to genuinley want to come. I really hope that people can come to my 18th birthday party and that they'll actually want to come and have a good time. I plan on inviting a little more than twenty people. Hopefully , at least 6 or 7 can come, but likely it will be even less than that or even no one. This idea may seem sad, but it is a truth that I must accept. I feel like I'm, looking at a dream of "the perfect party" through cellophane. I really want this year to be different, even though it may sound silly or even shallow to others.
There's only a month and a few days until I'm 18. I'm really anticipating it, but I'm also really nervous. The idea of adulthood is dautning, but more immediatley, so is my party. I really feel like a party is a good opportunity to practice social skills,, but it is also hard. I'm afraid that not many people will come or purposefully search for excuses not to. I want to enjoy this last bit of high school that I have, but it's hard. Siometimes I like to think back on the really epic birthday parties that I had when I was little from turning age 3 to age 9 were great themes and great fun. Things seemed so much easier and so much more people seemed to genuinley want to come. I really hope that people can come to my 18th birthday party and that they'll actually want to come and have a good time. I plan on inviting a little more than twenty people. Hopefully , at least 6 or 7 can come, but likely it will be even less than that or even no one. This idea may seem sad, but it is a truth that I must accept. I feel like I'm, looking at a dream of "the perfect party" through cellophane. I really want this year to be different, even though it may sound silly or even shallow to others.
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